grace of god

2006-12-24T05:13:00.000-08:00

hey i've moved!

justamazed-.blogspot.com

(:

2006-12-21T18:47:00.000-08:00

:D I haven't been updating for WEEKS. i'll try to type as much as possible later but now all i feel like doing is to CHANGE the way my blog looks. bye.

2006-12-13T07:10:00.000-08:00

ah ah ah. the past week has been simply AWESOME :D great encounter, great company, great times. EJ2 camp was really really good :D :D it's like experiencing your first love again, only this time in a totally new way. SuperD is still the best (: hahaha everyday playing&laughing like crazy. and i'm campsick already! and already bursting to go for EJ3 Camp ):

ok bye.

2006-11-22T18:56:00.000-08:00

hello :D i still have NOT the time to sit down properly and BLOG a super long post about the shanghai trip(: argh. i'm going to do library CIP soon in ten minutes for darn nyaa. anyway. i've learnt quite a few things about myself from the trip itself:

1. I realised i really like Akame! <333 they're VERY cute :D and i REALLY REALLY regret NOT buying the photobooks from the xiaodian along shucheng (ah shit whatever) /swoons.

2. I look like a horse when i sleep (?!) and i supposedly, according to ros and ky and miao, NEIGH at night?! like, question mark hahaha.

3. the dry weather in shanghai really makes my skin crack. as in really, crack. just a few hours without applying moisturiser and my skin looks like a lizard's. :| thank god for Singapore!

4.Moisturiser is really handy :D and that i need a whole lump of it everyday in shanghai. hahhaa.

5.I've started to eat very slowly! don't know whether it's really me eating slowly, or just that everyone's gotten faster! ask eehui, everytime at the table when eating our meals in jinyuan, i'm one of the slowest to finish the meal. in the end it'll be me stuffing down the watermelon slices while everyone's walking away already. D:

6. i miss hongludeng HAHAHHA JUST JK (:

okay enough crappy stuff already! later i'll blog more ok. and hurrah more pictures :D

oh ya, i started taking french! it's damn cool. i wished i started taking a third language earlier. but anyway, the people around me were like, 12, 13? hahaha i felt really TALL. but the teacher was very nice, he's actually malay and he can speak french really well :D for now, chenchi's become my walking eng/chi/french dictionary.

can someone give me the B.F's shutterfly email sign-in please? I can't remember what it was already! and i have eons of photos here haha.

2006-11-21T05:43:00.000-08:00

BF IS the new LUV ( say it in nikki's GLOVE way :D )

thank you for making the entire 14 days the most unforgettable! : D love you all!

<3333 ky jj eh yumei nikky ros sock choon jia

I AM MISSING SHANGHAI JINYUAN AND everything about it.

yay gonna upload photos.

2006-10-31T01:09:00.000-08:00

Hi :D

yay I'm FIFTEEN now (: feels good la haha. thanks everyone who wished me happy birthday! oh ya, thanks jo for the cute little BAG xD and uchi for the humongous ball pointpen from chinatown. hahaha. and PENNY. for treating me to DEATHNOTE. deathnote was very good! i was like glued to the seat and trying very hard to ignore irritating commentaries and sound effects from the people sitting beside us. so inconsiderate! haha but come to think of it, it's quite comedic. imagine someone mimicking the end of a jap sentence after every line. even hardcore penny couldn't stand it :D

i love the plot! and the suspense was like so creepy. we waited till the end of the credits to see deathnote 2's trailer. haha. the misa-misa girl found her own deathnote too. can't wait to watch it!

anw i spent the week packing for SHANGHAI! yay i bet it's going to be fun! :D but i haven't choreographed the dancesteps for the first part of the dance! like i can even choreograph. ah. according to eileen, you just do what you feel like doing. haha. i might just do something weird, like sit down and start spinning around for eight beats.

and i bought alot of snacks! haha.

shanghai, here i come.

2006-10-25T07:43:00.000-07:00

TODAY WAS SO FUNN! before and after school.

sec3 eoy activity was better than i expected. haha had alot of fun throwing balls at other classes Queen Bees, and shouting out numbers till my voice almost zao sia.

three words.

DONT PON SCHOOL!

haha. and GOKUSEN IS REALLY REALY MAKING ME HIGH NOW :D sawada SHIN!(matsu jun) (:

kendra keeps telling me all the funny bits. i cannot stop laughing. :D

and kaiyun's called uchiyama. hahahaha.

jiayou all jinyuan people! one more day to perfect the dance, nzq song and cheer :|

2006-10-18T22:15:00.000-07:00

PRAISE JESUS (: i just saw my LA marks. and they were ok! (: WHOOP PEEE I FEEL SO HAPPY NOW :D on saturday, janey and I are going to catch some movie (((: yay i feel so excited i feel like jumping around (:

and i'm actually looking forward to the china trip. hahaha. eehui's in japan now. lucky you.

School's really slack now. watching Gokusen and Goong is really giving me a temporary high. apart from the super lameness, the actors also not bad looking leh.

im watching episode 8 in school. hummph. the school banned youtube. even with the dot behind it. so i havbe to resort to dailymotion. and it's hindering me from enjoying my gokusen by lagging after every sentence the actors speak.

GO WATCH GOKUSEN. haha you have to if you're really bored, this is the first or last time i may be reccommending you a jap/korean drama. (:

2006-10-13T01:31:00.000-07:00

everyone needs something to rely on in times of vulnerability and weakness. I know i can rely on You (: Dear Daddy God, I trust and believe fully that You will cause everything to turn out right for me. 2 Corinthians 8:8 And God is able to make grace abound to you, so that in all things at all times, having all that you need, you will abound in every good work.

2006-10-12T04:52:00.000-07:00

EXAMS ARE OVER!
yay i never thought it would pass so quickly.(: hmp paper was okaay. except for the question when they asked you to choose the most suitable composer and i chose tchaikovsky! and then when i asked esther, she told me it's chopin! she chose etude and i chose polonaise :| nvm it's all over. and my results are in His hands.

after hmp exam 'hmp gang' (cherry yh lydia maureen peiyan me) went to eat subway! and went to vivocity! it's super HUGE. and cool. the floors are shimmery and there are countless shops! haha the outdoor playground is just attracting the wrong age group. practically everyone playing there were secondary students. haha. had alot of fun screaming and twirling around.

SIDI YELA SIDI YELAAAAA. tianyuan(:

according to us, a sidi yela is anyone who looks like a sidi yela.

what's a sidi yela? DON'T TELL YOU.

-

Everyone needs compassion
Love that's never failing
Let mercy fall on me
Everyone needs forgiveness
The kindness of a Saviour
The hope of nations

Saviour
He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever
Author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave

So take me as You find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything I believe in
Now I surrender

Shine Your light and let the whole world see
We're singing
For the glory of the risen King

This song really speaks to me (: love it. I think in the past, i struggled alot. It wasn't as if i didn't believe or anything. i just felt that i needed to do something. because i was too put down by what i saw around me. but now it's different. let go and let God! amen! i can't wait to serve with janey(: YEAR OF ACCELRATION! (:

can't wait to GO OUT. and be blessed!

2006-10-10T02:14:00.000-07:00

AJDFGANBJKBDJKHFGWOOHOO. one more subject left. hurrah hurrah!

don't mind me. i'm letting out my bottled feelings of subdued irritation and exasperation!

chatting with chenchius.

btw chenchi is an alliteration you know :D

ytd i managed to watch two very entertaining shows one after another.

GOONG. and 'so you think you can dance'.

it's been ages since i've been able to spare the time for such entertainment! it feels good :D

chenchius is busy educating me about characters and their names of goong. i'm really blur when it comes to that haha. honestly, they look all the same!

physics paper was ok. thank god! i thought it would be a killer, after all the things potato has been saying, they just seem like words flying out of his mouth. my brain can't process them so fast :( but thank god really, physics won't be so bad.

hmp hmp. hmmmmmm.

meanwhile i shall go design a new blogskin!

2006-10-05T03:46:00.000-07:00

ohmy, you know what? Jesus has been really good to me (:

>< this is quite screwed. i have been typing some post for the past ten minutes and when i clicked publish post it didn't appear at ALL. it just disappeared! ah.

anyway good thing! Bio no more byebye!i'm sick of sleeping at twelve for the past four days to memorise and regurgitate the following morning everything ive stored in my brain, i'm sick of carrying a gargantuan pile of notes to school every morning for last minute cramming and revision. i'm tired of the atmosphere of studying. i'm literally TIRED, suffering from sleep deficit. (hooray no more bio) although i must first clarify, i like bio, but the matter of whos-teaching-it has caused my liking for the subject to suddenly just degenerate. i wish nanyang wasn't so merit-based.

albeit it can never be true. it's like that around everywhere.

My God is big, so strong, so mighty He can conquer anything for me amen. (:

Hey, i just realised my birthday is in THREE WEEKS TWO DAYS TIME. don't get it mixed up ok, or don't come wishing me happy belated birthday now. (haha yuechin!)

I have officially HMP left to study for. rejoice!

some people are so superficial. it gives me the creeps. they'll be too thick skinned to even know.

2006-09-26T07:39:00.000-07:00

i see grace
sealed by your sacrifice
i see love reaching for me
precious blood
washes and sanctifies
healing flows, setting me free
i see grace

2006-09-11T03:08:00.000-07:00

hello i was quite bored! and i was checking my mail when i suddenly saw this 'Find Out Your IQ' email sent by some random website. haha. so now i'm taking my IQ test. call me all sorts of disparaging names, aiya, buDdeN hoR studying is really 'sian'!

all shanghai eoy students, we have to go for flu vaccination! SHUCKS.

praise God, he's really so good! (:

2006-09-08T02:59:00.000-07:00

hello i have decided to show that i have LIFE. that my life is still carrying on, by updating my blog.

currently my family is having the mr brown craze! everyday we'll go to the mrbrownshow website and listen to his podcasts :D it makes studying alot easier.

talking to eehui made me realise alot of things. and i'm glad for eehui. thank you! (: yes we shall survive together! jesus is always there yeah? ((:

i've been thinking about EJ camp. can't wait!

ok i'm going to leave soon for SSO concert. muggingly mug.

i love you jesus!

2006-08-25T20:58:00.000-07:00

hello.

Bio lesson just ended! haha. and i'm going out to eat with my mummy later (: yummmy.

EOYS are coming! in less than 30 days :| looking at oneself makes you feel really inadequete. i have to do something else other than wallowing in despondency.

Africa and China are really facing alot of problems. we figured that out today after discussing IH SIA. im really thankful for Singapore (=

blogging is getting quite boring. i think i'll go change me blogskin again. oh zachary is learning to walk now! super cute. i can't wait for the day i have to chase my brother around the house. hahaha. tmr he's going for the same baby competition at causeway point. praying he can win, so he can get a year's free supply of diapers or toys or something cute.

ok that's all for now, before i dig my head into that pile of books to mug.

2006-08-09T20:55:00.000-07:00

Mortals put on immortality! (everyone sings this extremely loud)
Crucified in Christ and
Now, I Liveeeeeeeeee *do that sexy screech thing*

those three lines have been running in my mind repeatedly like a broken tape recorder. hah. i love the dare song!

this year's cross country is really unforgettable. getting into top 3 was really. wow. unexpected. and 3/2 is CLASS CHAMPION! (: haha to our team who ran that day, jolyn felly nic kendra maytan! i love you all. james tan took our class trophy home. aww hope he takes good care of it. and to the rest of 3/2 walking during cross country! i love you all too. (:

PLANETSHAKER'S CONCERT tmr!!!! yayyayayayayayayayay.

after cross country we had a successful batch meeting and batch lunch. where we spent one and a half hours discussing everything on our agenda, and another one and a half gossipping and goofing around, and there were those 3 JOKES OF THE DAY!! hahaha. i had a stomachache from laughing. it really felt good to be with batch07.

then at night we went to ms tan and mr pedro's house! our suspicions were kind of confirmed already, mr pedro does almost all the housekeeping, like cooking and cleaning the house. ms tan goes: we clean the house 3 times a week * glances at mr pedro, then laughs*, aiya ok la, he cleans the house 3 times a week. hahaha! had a really good time laughing and eating. and jamie, geraldine and sarah lim were acting weird! talking about their friend. irritated me and yuechin ALOT. turned out mr pedro's cooking was delectable! and we like their house alot. very neat, and tidy. and they have a wine bar! cool. spent the next half an hour watching national finals video ( and laughing at the funniest comments the seniors made here and there like, why all hci guys thighs so white and fat, mabe it's their red short shorts).

yay i'm feeling very happy now (:

2006-08-07T07:37:00.000-07:00

pe and it's bruises

that heading is totally self explanatory.

volleyball leaves painful marks! every week it's either purple, green, blue or more purple and tears. that's my conclusion.

sometimes it's worth it, cause when you play a proper game you actually feel you've spent your time well rallying the ball over and over again, and that's when you feel satisfied.

but sometimes pe stands for 'painfully excruciating',
painfully excruciating hilarious, or so joy calls it. i have to admit, i agree, after encountering today's pe lesson.

sometimes we're just transformed into a bunch of retarded looking kids, with our arms outstretched trying so hard to 'lock' elbows together and a look of strained concentration, knees bent trying so hard to hit the flying ball with your two arms all at the same time, doing one' best not to look spastic.

and sometimes you feel 'ok, i'm gonna hit it NOW.', then you raise your arms and bend down, ready to do your saviour move to score one point for your team. and then 'whoosh' your arms hit nothing but thin air. you look around, and the ball actually flew OVER you and landed what seemed like miles behind. now that's embarrasing. you look like a complete dweeb!

i'm sure everyone agrees, like felly and kaiyun, three of us were desperately trying to serve the ball over the net, and actually do some serious rallying. i'm not kidding, we actually lost the game, 5-13 or something. haha so we did 5 star jumps.

not bad eh. there'e volleyball for you!

2006-08-02T04:33:00.000-07:00

alot of of people are telling me to update, but i really have nothing much to say, either im too lazy to type or im just damn tired to even think of anything to write. but i'll just clear my mind for now (:

aiya, everyone really misses stephen beng. we even sent him an email, and a letter, SEXY SPEEDOS :P saying ridiculous rubbish but trying to make our point. haha. wonder what his reaction will be. maybe he'll be scared off his pants (speedos) to come to teach in nanyang again. or he'll come and teach the next share the sea in speedos.

studying bio is draining, having to memorise all the facts. and chem test results just made me more demoralised. i don't like the chem teacher ): serious.

and i want to thank yujie! she allowed me access to her phone, then i could download alot of songs from her, now my phone's memory's quite full already. but im quite happy, just as long as i have songs to listen to.

bio extra credit, physics sia! IH REPORT. *resounding thud*

one thing to look forward to, there's FOP this friday! *dance* yay HOORAY. don moen and another band whom i have never heard of my entire life is coming down . yeah yeah never mind and there's planetshaker's concert next week too.

oh ya, plus mr pedro offered to cook for us. haha so we might be going to ms tan's house next week to try his palatable cooking, or hopefully. :D

our junoirs are really serious about the upcoming cross country. i see them training in the morning running around school pulling that dead serious face, and another one trains after school at macritchie! ( call me a slacker) but im not slacking! i'm already feeling very guilty, but i'm going to run MY PACE during cross country. i've already decided.

ok that's all for now.

i don't wanna run away but i can't take it i don't understand.

2006-07-28T03:17:00.000-07:00

quoted, from ngeehui's blog: this sudden influx of maleness has left me quite disorientated.

hahahahahaha. xD

i think i quite agree leh, after this entire week. and then i'll be even more disoriented once this 'influx' drains out!

2006-07-28T03:05:00.000-07:00

try vommiting four times on the same morning ( i know you wouldn't).

bleurgh. i hate food poisoning!

because of fish curry i ate for dinner, it cost me the next two days of sabbaticals.

i was quite gloomy cos frankly speaking, Advanced Life Sciences wasn't too bad, it is definitely much better than env science and mr justin is rather nice and funny ( and psychic!). He performed his magic trick for us and everyone was shocked. sabbaticals is so much better than lessons! i will really miss sabbaticals, like the other time when there was scuba.

now everyone who went for share the sea is having some post-scuba syndrome! yes we will go for scuba at the end of the year. (:

trying to finish up math reflections. and ih report. bye!

2006-07-21T19:54:00.000-07:00

Question of the Day

Should you run or walk in a rainstorm?

i have absolutely no idea. According to my theory, you get less wet if you run in a rainstorm because your pace is definately faster than when you walk, hence distance=speed x time, time= distance divide by speed, so you will spend less time under then rain and you won't get as wet running compared to walking in a rainstorm!

tada. my splendous effort to think like a physicist.

Divide the raindrops hitting you into two categories: (1)head drops, which fall from above and would hit you even if you were standing still; and (2)chest drops, which you run/walk into and which wouldn't hit you if you were standing still. The number of head drops is strictly a function of how long you're out in the rain; if you run, fewer head drops. The question is whether the allegedly larger number of chest drops you get when running outweighs the definitely larger number of head drops you get while walking. If we ignore aerodynamic effects, you can demonstrate mathematically that while you'll collect much fewer head drops running rather than walking, you'll get exactly the same number of chest drops, regardless of the speed at which you travel. #.#

beats me.

2006-07-16T02:38:00.000-07:00

hello! need to revise maths URGENTLY. blah. math test is tmr, and i want to pass. i'll take eons to finish the entire stack of practice questions (which is why i should NOT be here). but nvm im just believing that jesus has already made me a conqueror (:

and chem test on wed together with national finals! i'm really proud of the juniors. they ran really well on wednesday.

my stupid race was screwed up at the last 200m. i made a terrible mistake.

homework is overwhelming. glug.

yesterday was quite a cool night. the entire sec three hmp class went to watch 'The Marriage of Figaro'. liting tianyuan and i were falling asleep toward the last part, cos we all didn't know that the concert was going to drag on until eleven plus. i had to struggle to keep awake. tianyuan and i played pepsicola to kill off time. some parts were quite light heartening, wit and all. i would have enjoyed it much more if my eyelids hadn't refused to do what i wanted.

and which reminds me of, i really want an Il Divo CD! soon.

oh, and bliss, i got a new phone today! haha.

2006-07-09T02:24:00.000-07:00

hello.
i told a few people i would change my blogskin if i had time.
guess what, i still don't have free time.
but whatever, i still changed my blogskin! (:

the past two weeks have been rather eventful.
and fountains of hw and SIAs and tests suddenly come whoshing down.
:/ yeah but everyone's getting used to it already.
as long as you're a student of nyg.

did library CIP with rachel on fri, and
i found HBP! finally.
so i took a long awaited peek at the first few pages.
have to find some time to read it.
and while doing CIP, there was this guy slumped against the wall in a secluded corner of the library.
he was blocking our way, cos me and rachel were shelving books.
i still remember, he suddenly 'jumped' up and mumbled 'sorry' quite a few times.
and he started talking to us! haha quite scary.
like asking 'why are you all doing this?'
'how come the rest of them don't need to do, only two of you?'.
we were quite taken aback. haha.
i met ethel, finally. haven't seen her for the longest time.
and we talked for a long time. i miss chatting with her ):

well ok back to studying.

2006-06-27T07:57:00.000-07:00

at the cross i bow my knee,
where your blood was shed for me
there's no greater love than this.
You have overcome the grave
Your glory fills the highest place
what can seperate me now.

i love you jesus! (:

Super D and Delta and Duscha really rocks.

i'm so glad i went for adventure camp 2006. thanks everyone who made a difference in my life. on the last day while on the ferry back, janey was sharing with me what happened to her just one week before camp, and the moment i heard it, i was just overwhelmed. God is just so good yeah? no matter the storms in life, how battered or bruised you are, jesus will be there to embrace you with open arms. school's on! whooo. take care everyone, God bless! (:

2006-06-12T20:40:00.000-07:00

isn't it so demoralising, when you make the effort to turn up for something, and you put in every drop of your strength to do your best, yet all you get is criticism and negative remarks. no word of encouragement, no 'hey, you're back!', nothing at all. sometimes it's so hard.

ah that was alkjfljhghasd.

anyway, bsp camp for three days. hahaha i'm glad i went for it. i managed to complete chinese SIA! woohoooo. and to top it of, it was darn good and slack. eating walking to the freezing audi, sitting down for talks, playing games, fooling around. the LAME jokes (thanks hor) haha. i was quite put down for a while but then suddenly everyone started to liven up and KUN LUN rocked. haha. yayyyy. thanks everyone! for putting in so much effort, especially at the second night. oh ya i remember, the last night really felt like a hillsongs concert! everyone started becoming hyper and jumped around! i miss BSP camp.

me and eehui were very higghhhh. :D and we just jumped around with everyone else. i lost two kg!

haha. don't talk about Council camp. but i'm sure our batch BONDED very well :D love batch007.

doing chinese wenzhang thing. i can't find an article. oh well.

tata.

thanks janey dearie for the album! (:

2006-06-01T02:20:00.000-07:00

hahaha. you have to read this. :D

Your mother is obese.

Yo momma's so fat even Bill Gates couldn't pay for her liposuction!

Yo momma's so fat a picture of her would fall off the wall.

Yo momma's so fat, she went outside in a blue dress and everyone said the sky is falling.

Yo momma's so fat, when she walked passed the TV I missed three commercials.

Yo momma's so fat the National Weather Agency has to assign names to her farts!

Yo momma's so fat she broke a branch off of the family tree.

Yo momma's so fat she wore a black bathing suit to the pool and everyone yelled "Oil spill"!

Yo momma's so fat, it takes a year to download her picture

Yo momma's so fat, she left the house wearin' high heels and came back in flip flops.

Yo momma's so fat at the zoo, the elephants started throwing her peanuts.

Yo momma's so fat she put on her lipstick with a paint roller.

see, you have to read this! hahahahahaha. i bet your stomach aches. :D

2006-06-01T00:23:00.000-07:00

longd outing! went to seoul garden to eat. and spent 3 hours there. next time we sohuld organise a buffet. then jolyn and i will be the only ones stuffing ourselves. haha (; the next three hours walking all over the place. our dear MR CHIA YEHUI bought herself a pair of $29.90 shoes. haha. it's alright (: then we took neoprints at heeren. boy, the shallowness and superficiality of some. had to leave early for piano lesson.

i missed Spore idol ytd!

faith claims that she's in love with jonathen leong cause he has the same surname as her! i heard twohill and him sang the best last night.

still got lots of suff to do. plus p6 camo tmr. all the way batch 11. we can do it, cos we're a batch and more. (: being a facl was quite a nice experience, for the first half of the day everyone was pretty quiet, even with michelle's loudness and enthusiasm it didn't really work. then came after lunch, sharing session, training session and the best part, Amazing Race. Knights of the Round Table was a cool name. plus we won the Best Proposal Award! haha.

six months of slogging. this is it, guys.

King above kings
All the universe will sing
Everlasting God
You are wonderful
You are wonderful.

2006-05-19T02:50:00.000-07:00

Friday, May 19, 2006

whooo i realised i haven't posted in like 35768309494 years!! yay i'm kind of free now so i decided to fill my blog up. haha.

today class was cool! during chinese linlaoshao showed us her livejournal website. she's so funky like which other teacher has a blog in nanyang? ok there's one more teacher la. but i have to admit im quite impressed. anyway for homework we have to post two comments on any of her posts, and that could be counted as Chinese SIA huo dong. yay linlaoshi is so nice to us (: and she gave us chocolates to eat again.

we checked CA marks today. stupid maths. if my maths could get A LITTLE higher i would have gotten 74 already. but i guess our maths SIA ppt was pretty impressive. lc was like astonished at the strange cheem looking formula and she kept wanting to check if the formula worked but there were no figures for her to calculate! hahaha damn funny. me penny faith kept wanting to laugh during presentation. haha i didnt know lc could be so hilarious. she's like 'oh that's interesting. let me check the formula.' then she took out the calculator and stared at the screen for the formula. apparently it wasn't so clear as it was in red font so she stared intensely at the screen for like a few minutes and kept her eyes glued to the screen. omg! hahaha.

the geek in the pink song keeps playing in my head. i wonder where it came from.

i want to watch da vinci code, x-men, and M:I:3. ahh.

oh yeah, LD outing. yay i can't wait. where shall we go? when? confirmed at seoul garden? watch movie. hahaha.

2006-05-01T03:12:00.000-07:00

Monday, May 01,2006

hello i've go two minutes so i'm speedtyping now as my dinner is being steamed ( rice minced meat and egg) and i have to make sure it doesnt get burnt. haha.

i'm really angry! i was cracking my nice soft boiled egg into the bowl, so crack, i banged the egg too hard against the bowl and at least half of the whitish stuff flowed out. have i mentioned i love egg? haha. yes, so this is very tragic. sob. wasted egg.

i found yehui's blog. and as i slowly scrolled down i realised why she didnt want to tell me her blog address at first. yehui, if you ever see this, i share your sentiments. really. who wants to be last? who wants to be always behind and never leading the pack? when lactic catches up with you and you see your track mates speeding up and you try to reach out to them but seem never to be able to, i know the feeling, i really know. cos ive been there too. but it's only when you've sat down and thought about it, then you realise your purpose, why you're doing this, why am i pushing myself so hard and far, that'll you will see the light and gather your motivation and this will push you on. its never been easy. training has always been difficult. tiring. to me, that's what training is for. trainings train you. do you understand? Don't ever Give Up. give it some thought.

just some of my innermost ramblings. (:

off to studying!

2006-04-19T21:22:00.000-07:00

THURSDAY20APRIL2006

hello JAMIE! the real valencia here. thanks for posting for me! and keeping my blog alive once more. i love you loads (:

shall dedicate a post to you soon. watch here (:

2006-04-19T21:08:00.000-07:00

THURSDAYAPRIL202006

siyu says: YAY valencia's finally blogging (:

rise and shine people. valencia's blog is awakening.

i don't like my new lifestyle. it's getting tiring. EXHAUSTING. mentally.

ran 2.4 km earlier! i wasn't fully awake yet, and managed to scrape a 11.20. was quite disappointed cause i didn't really improve from last year. sigh. nevermind shall work harder another time.

im in com lab, desperately trying to complete my Cavendish essay. it's getting quite cheesy.

jamie thanks for blogging for me but where are my posts!

(:

the bell just went by. byebye.

2006-04-16T00:55:00.000-07:00

hello! XD this is jamie and you dont have to know who i am!

does valencia look like someone who plays computer games? certainly not to me! but anyways, valencia is currently playing her comp games and im on this mission to blog for her, to save her blog from furthur decomposing or something! haha yay.

let's see, i think valencia is smart. and shes very nice cause she lent me her physics notes eh. haha for that i love valencia loads more (: valencia will also train hard during trainings so that she'll excel and be a better athlete. with that, she must come for all trainings of course.

well i have nothing to say, but THANK YOU valencia! thanks for being there and preventing me from killing myself with my pen, and pulling me out from my misery. maybe because you've done a good deed, you'll grow taller than me soon enough! i think im not growing darn it.

love love love

2006-03-14T01:55:00.000-08:00

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

i was just blog surfing, and seeing everyone's posts on OBS has brought about another tide of nostalgia. i really miss obs! ah. i mean really really. see la, everyone's fault, now i cant concentrate on chem ws. first i went to lydia's blog, then faith's then sab, the chenchi, then saw everyone's comments and i'm going, AHHHHH.

i miss daphne, and battuta. and the hot instructor from raffles. ahh im going crazy.

speaking of crazy, something miraculous happened to me. remember that horrid chinese term test i was dreading for days and days before, that on the day itself and after the test i just wished i would never get the results back cause i knew i screwed it up and thought i would fail. well guess what, hallelujah, no Cs or Bs, no horrible 'jian wo!' or big fat red mark scrawled on top of the paper. i actually got an A. i know lin lao shi's very lenient and generous and bighearted, but i prefer to see it as the grace of god and his unmerited favour on me. (=

i'm holding onto the truth. this year is gonna be a year of acceleration. can't wait!

-val.

2006-03-13T19:40:00.000-08:00

Tuesday, 14 March, 2006

i intend on revamping my blog. it's getting very monotonous and plain. eeyeer must update more and change blogskin. heh (: once that has been done, i'll write a longer post. I HAVE LOADS TO SAY! ALOT HAS BEEN HAPPENINGG. my hand is quivering.

haha. till then.

2006-02-05T02:32:00.000-08:00

oh hello there, it's been a while seen we last saw each other, you annoynomous face of a blogger.

ever since school life started, it's been very hectic. a plethora of homework, new resposiblities, new class, new friends, new schedule. this is the first time i'm skipping recess for meetings, which came as a shock to me, as i've always been a food person. sigh sigh. goodbye sec two. i've always enjoyed sec two life. not too old yet not too young. and i miss two nine badly. ): thanks for all the happy memories. and all the times when we teased our teachers. wu xiong xiong, fat mak. fei fei! ((((: i thought it was really mean,but it sort of bonded our class todether. haha. oh man, kaihui i need you for maaaathsss. ah. i even miss mrs see can. i really miss yumei lyd eehui. even faith who is presently in my class.

but anyway, sui yue bu liu ren.

so back to the present. three two is also very nice. haha im stting beside jo jo jo jo. :D so there will always be incessant chatter to keep me alive at the back of the classroom. our backrow is really noisy. not that it's me and jolyn making most of the noise, it's the three middle ones. *looks down the row*. haha. gosh i never knew such crazy people in my life. rahrahrah! but they're all very nice ((: so it's usually laugh laugh laughing. and when bernice laughs, it's very contagious, so i;ll feel like laughing too. haha.

( contd at bottom post)

2006-02-05T02:29:00.000-08:00

05 February 2006

i dont really think i'll have another chance to blog properly. no time. there's bio test tmr.need to revise! nvm, i'm just going to trust him for grace.

grace grace (:

i'm just so amazed

i was just so freaked out. i must do research. . really. i cant believe that she would do THAT. ahaha. i guess people do change after a while.

!!!

i want to go for dare.

byebye.

this is to inform you that the blogger has just logged off, and is and will be occupied for the next 30 days or so. so do please bear in mind the long absence, or the blank space. this is not deliberate. the blogger hopes you will understand and not protest in selfish rebellion. thank you.

2006-02-05T01:58:00.000-08:00

05 February 2006

hello.

2005-12-26T00:50:00.000-08:00

Monday, 26 December, 2005

one more week to school reopening.

i want to watch narnia. i actually wrote in to this newspaper thing to earn two free tickets.

i finished my commonwealth essay AT LAST! WHEWWW.

i just started on the bonesetter's daughter. it's quite interesting.

i went for the christmas service at indoor stadium ytd. sat with super d again. it was great. oh and those who tuned into 'a blessed christmas' on saturday night, im sure you would agree it was very good. laoda sang a duet with zandra lee (: very nice.

this is kinna a random post.

i went to borders on saturday, hoping to be able to buy some good book to read. but the moment i stepped into borders i knew that i could never get down to it. there was just TOO MANY GOOD READS. like one after another. i was reading a book by jane green, and was about to buy that when i suddenly spotted 'the secet diary of adrian mole' , and then hbp! and then this and that, and even memiors of a geisha, everything worth knowing, false impressions etc. i was like, omg it's just too overwhelming. i cant buy a book, i cant buy a few books, i need to buy QUITE ALOT of books. then there was this whole nicholas sparks series...

you know friends can really change, a turn of heart? or was it just time which changed everything? like some times they seem so close and near, and all of a sudden, there is this gap, this big boulder standing between.

despondancy.

ok this christmas i didn't really spend my money

2005-12-21T20:41:00.000-08:00

Thursday, December 22, 20005

2005-12-11T23:56:00.000-08:00

Monday, December 12, 2005

ENCOUNTER JESUS CAMP was, to sum it all, fantastic. i love super D to the core!
i must really thank God for the most wonderful bunk mates.
janey shuping and ethel.
the late night talkings.
midnight dancings.
laughter.
SCS.
blah.

you guys made a whole lot of difference to the camp (:
thank you! whoooo.
and thank you super D. it's a great group. we officially rock.
1,2,3.. YEAH!
*does clenching fists action*

during worship, i could really feel the presence of god. man, it was COOL. haha. esp last night. everyone was crying out to god, singing out, and jumping like crazy. then we started hugging everyone. and i couldnt stop crying. wahh. it felt so good, like a burden lifted. i heard god telling me to rest in his love, to let go and let him handle, not to be afriad of the future, for he has accomplished and fought the battle for me. encounter jesus! (:

jesus, you rock man. (: you're like the coolest guy who ever set foot on the earth. you are always, always there for me, everything i ask from you, you give. you gave me your love, your peace, you made me righteous. when i fell you picked me up.when i was broken and no one wanted to be with me, you were there. i don't deserve you, jesus, yet you set me in your family, and called me yours. i love you jesus. you're the first love of my life.

2005-12-01T23:30:00.000-08:00

Friday, December 02, 2005

ah. alone in my room. really nice for a change. me and my laptop. nuthin in the way. do i sound mad? hahah. 2 more days to dare camp. time flies. i never expected it to be so fast. one moment the camp was just talk, next moment it's just the day after tomorrow. and i haventstarted packing. which brings me to the point that i do not even have the what-to-bring list. have to get it from people tmr. or from clarice. hmm. suprisingly i don't feel that springy eagerness i used to experience before previous camps. still, i'm expecting to receive abundance of his love and grace from the camp. i rmb my first tzt camp, that was like, p6? yeah i was a wreck i can still recall. haha but it was worth the experence. my life changed from then on. i can just feel myself melting away from here. i remember the worship. awesome, the feeling. im just going to let go and let him. experience his wonderful love and grace.

anyway, some stuff seem to be turning from bad to worse. whatever the situations now, i am STILL the RIGHTEOUSNESS of GOD in JESUS CHRIST. (:

call upon the name of the lord, and be saved.

going for camp group snuggle this saturday. haha sounds interesting.

well, regarding this week.

i didn't do much, really lazed around. didn't spend much $ too. saving up for christmas shopping. yes, jolyn our xmas shopping! remember. (:

ok christmas is nearing.

yeah reminds me of the many presents i might be buying.

hmm

on mon and wed, i had to go to school for council training. woah i tell it scared the daylights out of me. momentarily. the atmosphere. the tension. the strict tone. the cheerings. we had to cheer at least twenty times till my voice got hoarse. well i got a taste of council life, im sure everyone else did as well. :\

2005-11-20T20:50:00.000-08:00

Monday, 21 November, 2005

i know i've changed my blog add again. pls dont be angry. im no punching bag,

mm ytd was a tramatising day la. but don;t want to disclose it on my blog. HAHAHA

dare camp is coming! im so glad that there is no dreadful holiday hw waiting to pounce on me any moment.

JOKE

Two men were in a mental asylum.
One guy said to the other :' I'm Jesus Christ.'
The other Guy said :' No, you're not.'
'Yes I am.'
'No you're not.'
'Yes i am!
'Who told you?'
The first guy retorted, 'God spoke to me. He told me'
The second guy, 'Well, I did not!'

-

hahahaha. you HAVE TO LAUGH at this. (:

ok will explain my funny posts later!

i just saw my class list for next year. i'm register seven. All the while i've been hoping to be 7 on the list, and it really came true! it's a nice number. number of perfection. to God be the Glory. Hallelujah Thank you Jesus! i'm really thanking him for getting me into IP, and into 3/2. at the beginning of the year, i lost almost all hope of getting into IP. it really is a miracle. You're wonderful and marvellous. God is Good! (= I Love you Jesus!

2005-11-20T20:45:00.000-08:00

Monday, November 21, 2005

psst. THERE IS SOMETHING INCREDIBLY WRONG WITH MY POSTS. in case you haven't noticed for the fifth time. i attribute it to blogger and its spastic system. shall explain later (:

__
ok hellohello. back to present day. later going to ps to watch GOF with 2/9. i think it's going to be the last time 2/9 gathers together as a class. just want to tell our 'lovely' class: you guys ROCK. (: and can't wait for the movie! getting all hyped up at seeing daniel radcliffe on screen again.

aye, ok still have dare camp to look forward to. i couldn't believe that ____ said that she was not ____. people change after a while. aiyah. havent touched my guitar and violin for a while :\ geez need to practise soon.

All for love the Father gave
For only love could make a way
All for love the heavens cried
For love was crucified

Oh how many times have I broken Your heart
But still You forgive
If only I ask
And how many times have You heard me pray
Draw near to me

Everything I need is You
My beginning, my forever
Everything I need is You

Let me sing all for love
I will join the angels song
Ever holy is the Lord
King of Glory
King of all

All for a love a Saviour prayed
Abba Father have Your way
Though they know not what they do
Let the Cross draw man to You

i'll never stop falling in love with You.

2005-11-20T20:44:00.000-08:00

first day, can't say much, just tried to refresh peoples' memories that i was valencia. ( of course, aft a long hiatus at bmc hahaha. ) so mostly going around saying hi. haha. i can only remember the icebreakers. and the fact that me and ethel stuck around together ALOT. for thefirst two days. so much so that we were called each other's 'shadows'. whatever but it's kind of insulting.

second day, two talks. then night games.i think it was the one i enjoyed the most. some Christian and Roman game. there was this really whimsical bet that jansen made. who caught thirty people first or smthg. haha and the loser had to eat double the portion the other person ate. jansen ate some 18 buns! hahaha. i was really tired though. sleeping past two talking and yakking away with my dorm mates.

third day, we almost around the whole of sentosa. in the end, when we reached the senosa beach we didn't care much about the game and started dunking people into the sea. haha damn fun. hrm then there was the COP, concert of prayer, for short. erm, then revealing of secret pals, which ate into my sleeping time AGAIN. was kind of sad, haha but then it was the last night of camp so, you're suppose to stay up late at night. i promised myself to learn how to play bridge by the end of the camp but didn't in the end. oh well. but the worship was rather good, (:

still suffering from some camp withdrawal symptom. sleeping at12, waking at 7. the camp was quite fun, with all the gossips and late night talks and stupid stuff we did, so um good job, camp comm! heh. 'nuff said.

2005-11-20T20:43:00.000-08:00

okay,so the secret of me not touching my blog for so long has just been let out. suprise.

going nuts over al the christian songs these days, all thanks to mc's mPp3 during the jyc.

speaking of jyc, it was quite fun la, can't really say much, only the first i've been to.

2005-11-20T20:42:00.000-08:00

hello

2005-11-15T03:45:00.000-08:00

November 15, Tuesday, 2005

i have three words.

BLOGGER YOUR SUCK.

i just typed out an ultra long post that's thrice longer than what i usually write. suckers.
and it's gone.

oh well, no point grimacing. i'll say more later. dinner first.
tata.

will update more later.

2005-11-01T22:50:00.000-08:00

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

oh my goodness. time goes by so soon, eoys over, chorale night is here. i'm afraid i'll start looking back and cry. 2005 has really been eventful. haha my stupid com! see la, it's so horribly spoilt. and my newlaptop can't even connect to the internet. so what now, i have to resort to using this broken and useless thing in the school library to blog.the spacebar has a problem!

i just want to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF !. -.- haha. ok along with that thankyou thankyou to everyone who wished me birthday. it feels so gratifying to see people coming up to me andgoing 'eh happy birthday! last day of school! haha.' and for people who like actually voted for me to be councilor. i was literally shaking up on stage. thank god huiyan was with me. haha. sch was super funny, taking photos lastminute. i know i'll really miss 209! sniff. oh yes. and the wonderful 'birthday trip' to eehui's house with yumei, lyd, eehui and faith. you guys really made my day. so i must really thankyou alot. all the times spent together. crappy, happy, the talks together, the gossips, the stupid things we did, talkSomeBong.. i can't express my gratitude properly hahaha. it's really gonna be tough for me to know that we might not be in the same classes together next year. but, monday lunch together!

on a brighter note, i'm kind of happy with myresults. hard work does pay off. but my hist and chi is really demoralising me. glad i'm not taking history next year. still, He has greatly blessed me this year. ((= praise jesus!!

i can bowl! went bowling ytd. now my hand is kind of aching all over. i got three consecutive strikeouts okkk! pro right. and the guys on the lane beside us were chao lousy. haha. so fun! i want to go bowling again.

chorale night! i seriously cannot picture myself standing ontop of two chairs hidden behind a cardboard Titanic. it is totally awkward! AHHHH. everyone jiayou!! i cannot trip on stage while waltzing with anying. but i this chorale night will really mean alot to me. (:

2005-10-26T21:01:00.000-07:00

Thursday, October, 2005

hi. sorry this blog's been dead for a while.

using kim's laptop now. school's out. and i'm really pissed to have to go back for a short while for meeting and then travel back. it makes me think, should i go to vj instead. all the travelling. it could realy save me some time.

hmm my new laptop came ytd. waiting to use it eagerly.

me and jamie have been training in school. better than training at spe. haha.

hello. church camp! *dances* can't wait! ahh. i feel like screaming. (:

2005-09-23T23:49:00.000-07:00

Saturday, September 24, 2005

my blog's almost dying. so is the memory space in my brain. exam time = listening to radio time! actually i feel rather happy cos im finishing history! one more chapter to go. then geog and maths left! wheww. jiayou everyone.

it's almost like you've given up. I don't see why i should care anymore. it's like it's nonexistant to You. what ever popularity rubbish thing? since when did popularity ever step in.

and congrui, i know you love my tagboard alot! (:

need to continue study history. i cant believe i skipped dare for this.

hur studying is so boring. any suggestions to improve studying? (:

2005-09-09T01:48:00.000-07:00

the same day.

studied bio. gonna do maths! ack i'm being brainwashed down here.
WAFFLES.
i lost all my bio notes. ): rahh. i have to resort to recopying everything down again.

i know i'm such a sucker. i shouldn't have acted that way.

please forgive the sucker.

2005-09-08T21:41:00.000-07:00

Friday, September 09, 2005

whoopie. i finally have wireless internet! cool (:

friendster is so slow! it takes hours just to do whatever i want to on friendster! grrrr.

morning was horrible. so i'm back to studying again. and playing with zachary. making all those bubbly noises at him . hahaha. and playing badminton ;

there are many tags to reply.

yumei:hello!yes.. of course. jiayou =D and be in the same class next year! don't give up ok.. i know you can do it! (:

wenyi: heyhey! button is cute and fluffy (: yea jiayou all the way too~ i'm veh bored with studying too.

kim: HII (: huh what ad? i don't see any ad. haha.

jamiee: HELLO JAMIE!! ((:

zp: woah how observant of you to notice my smiles changing colours. hahah. god bless too and work hard! ((:

anying: eh. don't like that like leh. everybody studying so go along with the feng qi and stdy as well! haha [: i will link youu! sorry! dont so upset. and all the best (=

sokyi:i'm amazed at the power of what a blog can do. yes sokyi i rmbr you! (: and all the lame times together. haha.

conkky: ya i know you're regular. then better stay that way ah. and i'm also regular! (: aft exams we can go newton circus and changi airport! whatever you want. and what scgs girl? you jut had to change into stnicks uniform on tchers day! haha. ;)

that's done.

piano exam was quite..okay. at least i know i'll pass. if can, merit. haha. all was ok until sightreading! gosh i didnt know what i was playing! and the ending didnt even sound like the ending at all ): i dint end properly. can only trust god to help me get merit.

tmr we're gonna celebrate zachary's first month! can't wait. haha. c'mon! wish him happy first month leh :P

2005-09-05T00:51:00.000-07:00

Monday, September 05, 2005

term 3 has ended! holidays are here. planned study timetable. don't know if i can follow anot. hehe.

finish blog layout. neat! hahaha.

the new hillsongs cd is out. (((:
my dad got a new wireless desktop. hope i can try it out today. looks very stylish.. it's all black.

got back maths test. (: ah finally got 40 plus. have to thank kaihui really. for her continuously patient teachings when i don't understand what mrs see is saying. maths pro. wahaha.

I WILL SLEEP IN TMR. hahaha. anyone who tries to wake me up before i wanna wake up.. will be dealt with horribly. but i have a bad feeling i'd end up waking up before 8 again because of the whole body clock thing. darn.

hello perserverance. hello motivation. please come back to me now. i need to survive the holidays. piano exam!

you know. i think sometimes you've forgotten about me. you say things and respond to others but not me. its like i'm no longer important. like whatever we had has been reduced to something that's so nothing. then again. what did we ever have that was solid enough to start with? afterall. laughing with you was all we did. you were only my laughing company. nothing more.

so why do i still feel little pangs when i see that you no longer care?

2005-08-29T19:31:00.000-07:00

Thursday, August 30, 2005

I'm coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking a drag
Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his-chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, letting me go

And I just can't look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
'Cause I'm Mr Brightside
_____

Three cheers for mr brightside!! ain't it such a nice song? haha, yumei.

i wasn't in school for the past two days, and now i realise one thing: how exciting it is school life. compared to the mundane stay at home. i tell you what i did okaay.

first day when i woke up my throat felt all funny and swollen, then i got this tremenduos shock when i saw my swollen neck! it's not like i hae never seen one before, but when it's happening to !you! , you just panick. trust me (= then when to the doctor. i tell you he just kept pressing that swollen part again and again. it was PAIN. rah. then again. he gave me an mc. for one day stay from school. so the pain is undoubtly, worth it! hahahaha. and guess what, while every white pure chastised nanyang girl was burrowing their minds out in sch, i the great valencia was slacking my time at home. can you believe it i played ps2 the whole morning, followed by three hours of uninterrupted sleep. thankyou jesus! hahaha. it is such a blessing to be able to sleep like that. had to catch up on my sleep la. so tired.

hehe. today i was so bored that i actually began cleaning my room. oh my goodness. i swept, wiped, moped, sweated tears and blood and blah for about an hour plus around the whole house! haha. very funny. and i couldnt go near zachary. ): zach's so cutee! we bought this mobile for him that plays twinkle twinkle little satr when it goes round, and he keeps staring at it for as long as it keeps moving and smiling all the way! sooo adorable ; ((: i shall take pictures next time.

gosh next thursday is piano exam. i'm so sick of my piano pieces and stupid scales and sight reading. i just want it to pass HURRY!! get overwith piano. hope i don't mess it up.

yumei dedicated her post to me about the day's events! i was laughing nonstop ok. what pretty boy shit. haahhahaha :D

watching willy wonka soon. ya don't laugh la i havent watch yet. maybe tmr!
with kim i think.

i havent been blogging properly for ages! that's because the computer is forever lagging. hrumph. so be thankful for my not very long but quite ok post. hahahaha ! oh yes, one more thing, cherish school, cos it still beats staying at home! (:

2005-08-27T06:52:00.000-07:00

Saturday, August 27, 2005

ahh! short notice! just wanna say something :

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY FOURTEEN BIRTHDAY TO KIMBERLY (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

add the 'belated' to that.

whew. got that off. to KIM the chic: hey, i'm SO SO SO SORRY. i ALMOST FORGOT ! ): i'm so blur. so please don't get mad at me or anything. god bless you and continue to be such a sweet great and wonderful friend!! i'll miss you when you shift soon. sniff. yes YOU. and rmb, to roll away the stones in your life ;) <333

2005-08-20T01:37:00.000-07:00

Saturday, August 20, 2005

mr brightside is cool. this week has passed finally. God, you have helped me. You always have. and i finally scored an A for chinese (: haha. angela ah, kudos to your bargaining skills ;)i feel like changing my blogskin again. as usual. and the vip person called me to confirm if i had decided going to vj. gulps.

cross country is over. like again, i always had to go too fast for my pace in the beginning. haha.

you are my wonderwall.

2005-08-16T03:49:00.000-07:00

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

this is amusing!

shaorou knows a girl from ny called sarah, who knows chanyi, who knows a girl called ethel who knows someone who is from church!

this is a rare occurence.

haha. class debate today was fun! it was a fair fight though. and we didnt get into the finals. but i guess it is rather relieving for the debaters.

okay gotta continue studying for horrid geog! bah.

2005-08-14T00:10:00.000-07:00

Sunday, August 14, 2005

i finally went for dare ytd! dare has changed ok. and the speaker was very hilarious. i guess all of them are! (x
no violin lesson! praise god
but im trusting god to pull me through this coming week.
chi tuition, hist test, geog test, violin exam hmp performance
cross country!!
grace grace.

today is the such a wonderful day.
(:
i love today.

2005-08-09T21:37:00.000-07:00

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

Majesty (Here I Am)

Here I am humbled by your Majesty
Covered by your grace so free
Here I am, knowing I'm a sinful man
Covered by the blood of the Lamb

Now I've found the greatest love of all is mine
Since you laid down your life
The greatest sacrifice

Majesty, Majesty
Your grace has found me just as I am
Empty handed, but alive in your hands
Majesty, Majesty
Forever I am changed by your love
In the presence of your Majesty

Here I am humbled by the love that you give
Forgiven so that I can forgive
Here I stand, knowing that I'm your desire
Sanctified by glory and fire

Now I've found the greatest love of all is mine
Since you laid down your life
The greatest sacrifice

I LOVE THIS SONG!! <33

i wonder why some christians
still trust in their own flesh.
i mean
christians are different from the rest of the world.
why?
because
we have a god who is in all.
he is a god from everlasting to everlasting
and when god's in all that we do,
everything will be well.
under his amazing grace and favour.
so why worry?
he's always there for us.
we just have to be bo chup and rest in him.
hallelujah.
(=

alrigggght. national day.
ytd didnt go to the padang/ tampines/marina south/jurong/yishun
bleah area to celebrate. felt it was kinda boring.
every year. kallang wave. then some band marching.
then all the military forces would turn up.
this year they seemed messier? :|
like so ordinary. didnt even feel as if it was national day. critters.
so i ended up playing badminton.
and studying for physics. and dwnlding songs and burning them into cds.
hawhaw.
how yinteresting.

2005-08-09T00:01:00.000-07:00

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

FRESH WIND. and suddenly there came a sound from heaven, as of a rushing mighty wind, and it filled the whole house where they were sitting.

FOP was awesome. (: it was a blast. went for the second and third day. seeing 11,000 over people just worshipping god and jumping for joy like nobody's business is just amazing. WOW. that's all i can describe. hallelujah Lord (: delirious and hillsongs are too good. i'm sorry taufik and ruien, but this concert beats your singing of the national day songs loads. i think this is the best concert ive been to so far. everyone. young and old, tall and small. all JUMPING! woo. the part where martin smith (delirious) said that those who nv danced before in their life will start tonight as we dance for the lord, and then all of us joined hands and started jumping and dancing for the lord! amen. i've never been to smthg like this in my life. the annointing to praise god. i was telling god, lord you are definately alive and in this place tonight! the feeling was indescribable. and on the final day, they had one hour of praise and worship after the preaching! WOW. but had to leave early with andrea la. how i wish FOP was every week. and i never knew that delirious had that many albums. world service, king of fools, accessed. i just need to get my hands on one of them! thankyou GOD (=
the second night we had to sit behind the band. and oh man. they played so good okay. like the drummers and the guitarist. they had a solo each. and everyone was cheering and shouting for god. and the pianist reminded us of herley from lost. AHAHA. but it was really annointed, even though we could not see the screen from behind x) me andrea riane kimberly and alanna. the thrid night asked lyd to reserve seats for us. and.. we manage to sit right facing the stage! could see everything. it was wonderful. FOP's still in my mind now.

i have to go for fop next year. and the year after. and after!! delirious?'s rendition of "history maker" and "majesty" was so good! hillsongs sang from their new album and here and there.
aint no one's gonna stop me from going next year.

2005-08-05T22:23:00.000-07:00

Saturday, August 06, 2005

i just created a blog where i post my fave songs. got the idea from kim actually. so thankyou kimberly ashleigh fransico ((: oh yes and riane too haha.
and i can;t wait for later! FOP! whoopie so excited. andrea told me mark is going there at 2:30pm to help us book seats. heh. yupyup can't wait.
hope chiewlin's interview goes successful. yeap.

2005-08-03T03:58:00.000-07:00

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

hi.

[ please make this stop ]

as it says, really. i can't go on anymore with your whining. i think you should grow up, okay. you want to know what it's like having shrill irritating whiny complains attacking you left right centre everyday? well, it's just intolerable. don't want to elaborate any further.

i was paying attention in class today. almost simultaenously doing nonsense with kaihui again. and i realised i wouldnt be paying that much attention in class, if i still had been sitting at the back of the class with yumei. i don't mean i regret sitting with you yumei. i really have to thank god for making mrs see make me shift to the front of the class. it helps me and i understand stuff fuller and better. haah.

glad that things cleared up today. hur. felt so worried before this. and joy was as usual, funny again (:

fop on friday. who's going? i need to go with somebody.

limewire takes such a longg time to download songs.
i need to train for cross country. and i just saw some nats 05 photos! so cute (:

2005-07-30T03:45:00.000-07:00

Saturday, July 30, 2005

you have no idea how happy i am. the last few hours have been exhilirating for me. the vj interview came as a total suprise. all i have to say is, thank you jesus once again, for your amazing grace and favour. (:

Day 2. i still feel very worried. no jolyn it's not your fault don't worry i don't blame you at all. i just worry that she might think wrong of us. and she might even hate us. and then everyone will start hating us. cross your fingers. i hope she will accept the real thing when both of us tell her. were we wrong in the first place i dont know. but now i know i might be in big trouble. hur.

2005-07-23T06:43:00.000-07:00

Saturday, July 23, 2005

i'm feeling somewhat happy ;) heh of course. dare's service has changed to become better and better and more anointed! (: yay i have to go for service I DONT CARE.

this morning met jiawen yuhui chiewlin rouhui and lots of other pl friends. saw shujun, pearlyne, a whole bunch of other people for the vj test. it did shock me for a while. momentarily. course theyre aiming for the gep students. yeahh maths i nearly forgot the sec1 concepts. english was bombarded with this whole list of advanced language i have never seen before in my life. like, this is vj only? what about hci? and the room was freezing cold. and full of chinese high students. (!!)

to all those people i owe the blog layouts to! so sorry i still havent done them. but i will i promise!

i need to get down to my guitar practising. i havent done so in the last, 1134439 years :| and i feel like changing my layout again. signmyguestbook.com isnt free anymore ): sigh.

violin exam! piano exam! vj interview! and next week is sabbaticals. im kind of regretting taking the animania now. but, lets wait and see yeah.

kungfu hustle is really funny. laughing throughout the entire show (:watching mean chicks soon (finally).

2005-07-21T20:21:00.000-07:00

Friday, July 22, 2005

i love the new united album. thankoo eehui!!! tell the world that jesus lives. it's still stuck on my head.

update update update. there are so many things to say. oh my gosh. nationals are really over. i cant believe it. and i screwed up my 1500m. everyone keep saying ' there's always next year'. well, it just doesnt feel that way.
seeing all the trackers standing there during assembly made me feel so. dunno. happy, exhilirated, and yet sad. hearing what the captain yvonne just touched me and i felt like crying.

2005-07-14T18:51:00.000-07:00

Friday, July 15, 2005

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2005-07-07T06:54:00.000-07:00

Thursday, July 07, 2005

just wanted to say something:

i'm so happyhappyhappy today. it's that bubbly feeling of excitement when you know something good and exciting's gonna happen. to the sec2 ld team ; this is a really crucial period this year and we're gonna go through this together. jiayou everyone. sprinters jumpers seniors juiniors. everyone. claire, joy, wenrui, peggy, suhui, aileen, you people are the best! muacks. we've got tons to achieve (:

this july is sooo special.

2005-07-06T04:11:00.000-07:00

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

hello. i've got so much to say. yet i can't get the words out or even try to get them right in my mind. grrr. these few days have been rather eventful. more on the negative side though. sigh things have been drifting further and further away have you noticed i hope so. crossing my fingers that things will turn out alright. don;t questin what i'm saying please. tomorrow the 400m people are running for nat'ls. JIAYOU EVERYONE we will pull through this and be real champions! haha what am i saying. time flies like that, and pretty soon the year will come to an end. i don't know how i'll face it but i hope it won't be too big blow for me and too nerve wracking. going for vjc open house on saturday. comps in 6 days, hmp concert in 9 days, deadline for vj form in 12 days. and i havent asked ms tan to fill up the reference form. hope she'll write something positive. so busy, busy busy. dearest trackmates, we must gear up for nationals. love you all, jamie jolyn yuechin yehui. <345678. im hungry but my legs won't move for food! rarh self training tmr. shuold i tell her anot? dont know if bottling up feelings is good enough. bye.

2005-07-04T23:35:00.000-07:00

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

training is starting in half an hour, and i feel like shitting already. angela is damn funny, she's like going around the classroom cleaning up stuffies and talking to herself about how messy some people are. mrs ee dint come today (: big smile and we watched some funny video of some mrbean like man playing fooling around. i need to practice my violin. seeing esther and kaihui play make me shiver. ahh need to go.. got lots of stuff to do.

2005-07-03T00:47:00.000-07:00

Sunday, July 03, 2005

{ jesus, you're the sweetest name of all; }

4 more days to the start of nationals. argh i'm getting excited. time to run run run! woohoo. im just going to trust god to get me into the finals. lalala. service today was really interesting! pastor prince came back and he talked good! yeah i'm protected by the seal of jesus christ amen. (: abba, father.

noriko ogawa concert. reached school after 5 after cip. bathed in school. was really hungry. ty yufei rouhui liting and the rest of the c.o people. left together. took 171. was squashed in thebus. took the mrt to cityhall. was arguing about which way was faster. ate at burger king. saw dezerae! she hasnt really changed, apart from the fact that she has grown taller :D then departed with the c.o people. ty liting rouhui yufei and me tried walking at CHERRY SPEED to vch. and we ran past the statue of raffles past a bunch of tourists taking shots of it. i think we were taken in the photo aswell. thought we were late. panic panic. but it started at 8pm. haha thank god! mrs ee wasnt in sight. that's good cos most of us fell asleep during the concert *glares at esther* but i did too. and kincheng and wenyi (: and everyone in my row. but she's very good, i was listening thru my sweet slumber. couldnt really appreciate that sort of music she played. sheesh.

i miss my friends. pl, ny, dare, everyone.

2005-06-27T20:24:00.000-07:00

Tuesday, June 28, 2oo5

i'm forever blogging in school!! YAY but can't help it lah, my computer at home is stupid. now is the start of english lesson. or in other words, pure torture. okay he's walking around, laughing at people's hairstyles. so LAME. in com lab 3 now. i want to watch shrek 2! it's very funny. okay gtg/

2005-06-26T21:48:00.000-07:00

Monday,June 27, 2005

heh. blogging now in com lab. i can't update at home cos my internet hanged on me. staying back later for some guzheng concert. means no chi tuition!! yipee.

2005-06-17T02:11:00.000-07:00

Friday, June 17, 2005

i have finished youjin!! yay yay YAY!!! *dances*

just came back from a long day. training in the morning. foa practice after that. kincheng if you read this, you're greatly missed (:. then the student council briefing. how unfufilling to be hit by bird droppings while walking home. ahsigh.

after having been seperated with my violin for more than a week, i realised i have grown sort of emotionally attached to it. now im so glad to have it back. it's so shiny and like brand new! thank god.

just want to mention a little something:

GOODBYE MR yANGGGGGGG!!! i'll be missing your funny antics every lesson. sob sob.
hello miss my-new-violin teacher.

suddenly feeling very appreciative, so

DEAR YUMEI ;
I JUST WANTED TO SAY. THAT I MISS YOU GREATLY AND MUCHLY. THAT I MISS TALKING TO YOU LOTS. SO WHAT IF WE DON'T SEE MUCH OF EACH OTHER FOR THE REST OF THE HOLIDAYS? YOU ARE MY BESTEST FRIEND AND I LOVE YOU LOTS. <3

how do friends go about it. fascinating.

so what if i'm not going for dare adventure camp this june? i'm not going to sit there and start pouting and sulking. no no. i'm not going to enjoy and start singing to myself. cause even if no one would listen to me, i know god would. forever and ever.

ah, the randomness.
thankyou god, for everything

2005-06-08T20:08:00.000-07:00

Thursday,June 09,2005

i now know how horrible it is to put up with that mr lonely song. that mousey voice is driving me crazy. i feel like puking. HAHAHA mr. brightside please come on now..went to do geog sia this morning. the aunty in the 7/11 store was eyeing my every move as usual. she suspects me of robbing her store! like, excuse me as if i have ntothing better to do than to loaf around your rented space.

we had video analysis ytd.. i was shocked to see that my running style was absolutely terrible. i need to improve la. and yehui and i look almost ALIKE in the video :| hahaha. okay yehui (ahsoh) you are improving by leaps and bounds. hehe.

doing xiaoshuo now. i love untitled by simple plan! whoopiees. the tune is stuck on my head now and has been the entire morning. collide too! beautiful soul. drops of jupitar. ahhh my favourites.

know what? i am rather contented with myself with having completed a page of my chi composition. (: and now my eyes are like glued to the computer screen a thousand times more. plus, i am effingly pissed with all this stupid spyware advertisements which keep popping up all over the place. rawwr. they are hindering my progress in becoming a better blogger. like what sexidentiy thing? spare me.

2005-06-05T03:10:00.000-07:00

Sunday, June 05,2005

tuesdaytraining was mundane. really. hahahaha. like, NORMAL. there's competition next week *bites already bitten nails* and ms tan says she's going to put me for 1500m.
first she said she might put me for hurdles, then more or less confirmed 800m, now 1500m. hope she doesn't change her mind anymore. so i can focus. haha. but ms tan is a good coach, though sometimes an evil one (:

yesterday was a really good day. haha had training. so tired. then had barbeque. me and jamie turned nuts sitting at spe waiting for 5;15pm to come. got to know a few nice juniors (: okay blahblahblah. barbeque at peggy's house! it really amazes me how she has to walk up to steep grassy slope everyday she comes home from school just to go to her condo! *shakes head*. but, cool! both of us ate ate talked and did lame stuff. with yue er and yehui. i think we were really childish. we actually had the nerve to run slopes. so guai okay! and we acted retarded on the playground. chen lili!!! hahahahaha. so stuupid. i guess it's all the intensive training which has made us so insane. our sentience blown away by the wind as we run. sigh..

i;m doing my chi zuowen now. not to scare those niners reading this, but i'm doing my chi TUITION zuowen. hehe so, relak relak. but i am planning on finishing my holiday hw {other than those darn SIAs } by second week, once i get my hands on that dirrty youjin book. HAHAHA...

and i'm going for church camp!! i want to! i havent signed up, big problem. charis told me 'the registration's kinda closed' and i freaked out. really, if i don't get to go for the camp, i'll...

spent the day with kim riane alanna. and i love savanna *sigh*.

cherished.
greatly blessed.
deeply loved.
highly favoured.
upheld.
protected.
satisfied.
forgiven.
redeemed.
saved.
embraced.

thank you, jesus.

2005-06-01T22:38:00.000-07:00

Thursday, June 02, 2005

new skin. pretty satisfied. heehee. not really much of a difference from the previous one.

maths sia done! had a great time at yumei's house ytd. you should see her cute dog, bobo. really adorable. i want a dog too!
watched star wars. * grin* it's okay. sustainable. a pity there wasnt much fighting so it was a little boring. but i still prefer the first episode out of all three. hahaa. and the gof trailer is so amusing. i mean, they show all the 3 main characters from the time they started acting in the first movie to the third. and they compare. hermione hasn't really changed. but harry and ron. god. what's with their moppy hair? something's not right!! i want the old harry hairstyle back! hahaha.

i will speak proper english from now on.

2005-05-29T01:16:00.000-07:00

Sunday, May 29, 2005

i have no inspiration for my chi zuowen thats staring into my face right now. help help.

this june holiday is HECTIC. trainings. SIAS. foa practice. piano. violin. chinese tution! ahhh. and of course, play :)

watched house of wax. finally. watched it off kim's projector. freak show! ahhh! and it's nc 16. means there are people out there who are my age and havent caught it *evil laugh. but it's quite pointless lah. and we got to see paris hilton freak off and run in such a bimbotic manner. hahahaah.everything was so bloody and gory. the five of us were cowerig in the dark. tell you something: everything melted in the end! really it was cool. and chad michael murray and his sister survived. hahaa..!

had good company to watch with ((: yep.

i was suppose to go for competition today. sadly, due to my knee .ahem. i can't run today! so i slept a heaven :P.

some blonde jokes. from becky ((:

Q: What do you call a really smart blonde?
A: A golden retriever.

Q: What do you call it when a blonde dies their hair brunette?
A: Artificial intelligence.

Q: Did you hear about the blonde that was treated at the emergency room for a concussion and severe head wounds?
A: She tried to commit suicide by hanging herself with a bungee cord.

Q: What do you do when a blonde throws a pin at you?
A: Run like Hell....she's got a hand grenade in her mouth.

Q: How did the blonde die drinking milk?
A: The cow fell on her.

Q: How do blonde brain cells die?
A: Alone.

Q: Why can't Blondes dial 911?
A: They can't find the 11 on the phone!

Q: How do you know when a blonde has been making chocolate chip cookies?
A: You find M&M shells all over the kitchen floor.

Q: How do you drown a blonde?
A1: Put a mirror at the bottom of the pool.
A2: Leave a scratch and sniff at the bottom of the pool.

Q: What did the blonde say when she looked into a box of Cheerios?
A: "Oh look! Donut seeds!"

Q: Why was the blonde disappointed with her trip to England?
A: She found out Big Ben is only a clock.

hahahahaha.

2005-05-23T02:16:00.000-07:00

Monday,23 May,2005

okaaay. hello. welcome back to my dead blog.

just a little footnote; MY COMPUTER CRASHED!!!! roars.

so, don't blame me for updating in another 985647364 years. im using riane's laptop. and we're going out later! yipeee. but the stupidest thing is, there is school tmrw. wehhehee.

okay byebyebye.

2005-05-14T02:52:00.000-07:00

Saturday, 14,2005

'gotten my CA marks back. hmmhmm not bad lah. still can do. that's for the exception of my maths. had to make do with B for geog and another B for history and another B for art and another B for Chinese. okay msg 1 is going down the drain. crossing my fingers for As for science and english. and hopefully, if mrs ee is nice to me. note the word 'if'. if she's nice i'll get a nice A for hmp. and then my msg wont be so bad after all. hahaa. training yesterday was pretty short. ms tan wasn't there. okay im gonna change my blogskin.

let there be love.

2005-05-14T02:49:00.000-07:00

Friday, 13, 2005

i love my new piano.

*see yumei, i've updated. hehe.

2005-05-08T03:55:00.000-07:00

Sunday, May 08, 2005

chatting with yuechin aka yue er/chinn hahaha. yue er is damn cute! talking to her is really funny. GUAIKIA BIMBO! hahahaha.

slanging. 'can i have a patty please?'. AHAHA.
okay. serious. and this is the second time ive heard the word 'beard papa' mentioed in front of me. like what the heck is it?

okay i've just found out. it's some sort of custard cream puff. ewwwww.

chiewlin's been calling the 2/10 maths teacher beard papa. haha now i know why.

i just found out that his name is kennet ong. like, WHAT? it does not suit him. AT. All. -.- and he signs off his name by writing two semiquavers. diao.

today mothers' day!! yay mum i love youu!

2005-05-07T02:36:00.000-07:00

Saturday, May 07, 2005

hello.

right now im confused whether to continue in nanyang ip or to go some other jc ip. they both seem equally promising. i was thinking of just applying for EVERYTHING. hahaa.

sports day was alright, but it was so hot. sweating buckets. the 800m event b girls were all from track and they were wearing the same yellow track shirt. really amusing. ((: and yumei was even more amusing. you should see her runnig 100m. really funny. *burst out laughing* went home with chiewlin after that. can i say that i don;t like the savoury tempura chicken burger. i saw zhilei at kovan! she looked soo different. i coudnt recognise her at first until she started waving at me. haha :D

im so gonna screwww up my maths test. wahurhur. i already did for my chinese. and i have a history test on tuesday. don't feel like studying.

okay thats all byebye!

to tell you the truth, i think i should cherish my seniors even more. theyre all really nice people. they always encourage us and stand behind us for every race we run in. its really touching. i don't regret knowing my seniors and joining track. really.

2005-05-01T22:35:00.000-07:00

Monday, May 02,2005

hi hi. my head aches tons from all the studying and memorising science terms. from like morning to lunch. then back from lunch. studying studying. nevermind. i keep telling myself all this studying will be over after 17 may. i've been planning the long list of things to do during the holidays.

learn tennis
learn golf
ice skating
movie marathon!
swimming! with a whole bunch of people
go bangkok
horseriding
training

gosh. after the nice june holidays, comes the nationals. okay that's pretty fast. guess what. i havent gone fro dare in ages. i miss like a whole lot of people.

yesterday's nail business went pretty well. i gave out the flyers. you don't want to know how it's like standing there at the end of an escalator, giving out some paper you know most poeple won't read, with a 'look' on your face, pleading people to take the damn paper. well, it's pathetic. an old guy actually took two pieces. i think he pitied me. haha. well, of course i could have spent better quality time studying or just doing somehing else. but, no. i stayed on. now my nails are pink with this cute floral design. WOAH. really nice (: hard work really pays off you know.

i just read joy's blog. mehehe i found her blog! haha i won't spill anything.

i just got the new creation church album recording! it's really nice.. i didn't know new creation church composed their own songs. haha really neat. i couldnt stop listening to the whole album again and again.

You gave
Jesus I come,
i want to meet with You
Holy Spirit fall on me anew.
I see at the cross
That crimson tide has washed
Away my guilty stains.
For me, You gave.
Your Love, falls as the
morning dew
Sweeps me away, till I
am lost in you.
Jesus,
My heart it longs
for you.
Your love reaches out
You hold me close
when i need you most
i live to worship you.

i love this song!!

i miss you, and i do treasure you. i hope you feel the same way.

2005-04-23T06:04:00.000-07:00

Saturday, April 23

i don't know what to study! science. or maths. or freaking chinese!! and i left my sci ws all under my table in class. how to revise. i shouldn't even be blogging. ahhhhhhh. and im stuck with the number 3. no offence, yumei. 3 is holy trinity yes, but i got two bronze trophies. haiyaaa but it was kind of expected. jolyn. eunice. yehui. jamie. wahhur.

school is BORING!! and group projects're annoying! but time passes fast, so that's good. it's already the fifth week of school, can you believe it? real soon it'll be the june hols..then july,then exams! then, the year just flies away and you don't even notice.

i hate it when my blog comes to a standstill!!

2005-04-23T06:01:00.000-07:00

Saturday, April 23

running is a passion? i don't know. seriously. like to just run run run becuase i'm in track or what. it's been bothering me. i don't know why. anyway, you've been avoiding me. i'm feeling miserable now. shucks just leave me alone.

well, today there was ny sports heat. and yumei me angela and anying ran 4x 100m. i'm really proud of our class team, we got second in our heat! won't give up yeah hope to achieve top3? hehehee. we could have an 4 x400m using the same people from the 4x100 team, actually. *shurgs* anyway went to cini with the gang. ate at burgerking. and saw jamie plus other eighters. and then we went to watch samara. boy it rocked like shit. me and eehui were hiding behing my stinking towel thruout the whole movie. ahahhaa. i was peering with my right eye, eehui's her left. haha and we banged our heads together when we heard that creepy music and hid behind the towel. haha it was so hilarious :D yeah but it just gives you the creeps for the moment. it's not really that scary though. so much for my 7.50. went home with lyd after that.

there's dare tomorrow. crossing my fingers that i can go!

with all i am, i will worship you, all of my days, i will lift your name.

i am sorely hooked on planetshakers.

2005-04-20T21:05:00.000-07:00

Thursday, 21 April

okay. now's english lessons in this horrible com lab. AHAHA. everyone is typing away furoiusly. lapses in argument. HUH? paul tan is acting stupid AGAIN. c.o was playing just now, ahhh hope they play well. boo kincheng i miss you. can't wait to check my results for 1500m. training then dance later. hurhur. stupid ***. heh yumei. -grin- FELACY!!

haiyaaa relay tmr!! sheesh. im scared. english is driving me NUTS. paultan please now now now.

lesson learnt during english : argue logically.

roar.

2005-04-20T05:20:00.000-07:00

Wednesday, 20 April

ahhhhhh. why is it everytime i've always got loads to say when i decide to blog, but end up, when i face that blogger page i completely go blank in the mind and forget what i've wanted to say. darn. it's always like that. okay i'll try to remember.

i've a feeling this post is gonna be random. since when my post never random? hurhur.

yumei gave me this rally sweet message. yes yumei i love you too forever!! yes yes? :)

there's training tmr i think, but my leg's still hurt. i don't think i can run tmr. it's been like running and running endlessly for the past two weeks. and speaking of running, the sports day heats was a total madness. shucks i've broken my record : getting bronze for any competition. yumei got 4th for high jump!

okay i'll continue later.

2005-04-20T05:19:00.000-07:00

2005-04-16T00:36:00.000-07:00

Saturday, April 16, 2005

haha. i'm not supposed to be here. but i really feel like blogging so okaay. had violin lessons just now and i dint practise a single bit! but mr yangey said i was rather good! heh thank god really (: yeah there was that sso concert ytd night. it was utter rubbish. the first piece they played was so darn soft. couldnt hear a thing. bored to bits. the next piece was like 38 minutes long. gawsh. was starving as usual. so me and kincheng went to buy some Mrs. Fields muffinfs, and we werent allowed to bring them in. so kincheng had to hide them in her jacket . haha and we ran past them. damn funny. the irritating bell was like killing my ears. haha but the pianist was really good. the scales up and down. i'm not that pro yet. *crys*

mannn me and kincheng were really pissed off. wasted 13.80 for some crappy concert. yang was playing! i dint know that sso had soo many bald violinists. the guys sitting in front of us actually dozed off heh. i saw daniel too. wonder what he's doing there at a concert. so unlike him. haha.

and. i finally got a 2 minute plus timing for 800m! i thought it was not too bad. but ms tan just said 'it's not good enough. too slow.' urgh. i'm so mad at her. and at eunice for overtaking me at the last mo. no harsh feelings though (:

yes dear kincheng i love you too. haha happy friendship day *huggs* (=

2005-04-11T06:24:00.000-07:00

Monday, April 11, 2005

i'm soo sleepy. really very sleepy. ahhh i don't want to go for chinese tuition anymore. i slept through it. the lady was just droning on and on and sheesh.

1500m isnt that bad after all. compared to 800m. i can't remember much about the event. only vaguely. everything was a real blur. jolyn i wanna strangle you, getting sick at the last moment. hur. i run alone in the c div okay. anyway, i was rushing for warm up cause i ran but wenrui said i dint look as if i had warmed up. then i didnt hear the announcement calling for the 1500 cdiv girls. i thought i was late. but the whole bunch of cg trackers were really late. 20 minutes late. and the indian guy wanted to make the whole 20 of them race among themselves. (he should have, so that theat cg girl wouldn't have caught up with me in the last round ))): ) then everything happened so damn fast. all i knew was that it was very hot. i couldnt feel my throat heh. the bdiv did better can. sigh must work harder next time.

and tmr's the 200m finals at tchs. mm i really signed up for the wrong event. like hello, im in long dist yet im running a sprinter's event. don't know why i joined. but the good thing is, yumei's gonna see me run tmr! and im gonna see her do her high jump too. sisters forever (:

oh yes ive got a new phone pouch. compared to the old sockey one which leaves hairs on my phone everytime i take it out. it's not really new, second hand, but it doesnt really matter :D

2005-04-08T22:45:00.000-07:00

Saturday, April 09,2005

Rain Down.
I am falling to my knees
I need You Lord to breathe in me
My prayer is still the same
My heart is calling out Your name
Sweet anointing fill this place
I am found in Your embrace

Rain down on me
Rain down on me
Here in Your presence I am free
Pour down like rain
Come and touch me again
Lord let Your presence fall on me

I'm longing just to see
Your power and Your majesty
Sweet anointing fill this place
I am found in Your embrace
Sweet anointing
Wash me over.

rain down on me.

2005-04-08T01:43:00.000-07:00

Friday, April 08, 2005

woah competitions getting scarier and scarier but i'm not gonna worry cause god's with me :D
and i havent been to dare for ages. so im gonna make sure i do go for dare this saturday.
hmm i was late for school ytd. and so were 16 other people. plus eehui. heh i got that form but i doesnt matter cause there really was this huge jam which took about 20 minutes to clear. if not i would have reached sch at like 7.10. REALLY!!
dance is pretty nice. but it would have been nicer if not for some other 'irritating happenings' around. it's pretty fun, doing all those actions and laughing along with yumei and kincheng. oh yes, that GIANT. don't want to talk about him. or her.
last day of school. haha competitions on sunday but it still beats sitting in class. okay i wasnt really paying attention to any of the lessons today. pretty slack.
training yesterday sucked. ms tan made us run all the way to botanics and we dint bring our waterbottles. we actually ran about 500-600m long distances. three times. in less than 3 minutes. so we were really dehydrated until we told her that there was a toilet waay back there we could drink water from. what to do? pacing for 1500 is really tiring but according to her in a competition you would definately run faster. hope she's right though. usually the part i enjoy most for training is the cooling down and the going home part. why? cuase that's when i can go home with either one of my teammates..always have fun with jo.
suddenly feel very free.too free. it's the first time i've actually got time to sit in front of the com and stone.ahh i need to go do sth to make myself feel useful. haha. gonna work on maths next week. hur. well bye.

i do have quite alot in mind to blog about but i suddenly don't know what to say. well =x.

2005-04-02T05:30:00.000-08:00

Saturday, April 02, 2005

heh. had 400m competition today. i did pretty okay i guess. pb timing= 72.19secs. not bad lah. i did improve though. but i want to beat _. me and yehui are really feeling bad. it's like, the top 3 positions are all sss. and ms tan wants to put me for 1500m cause she says i run like a 1500m runner. I WANT TO OUTRUN _. roar.

!!!!!!!!!! help

and she took away my 800m event. augh how can.
i havent started on any hw. and there's church tmrwww!! whipeee.

[my templete is abit not working. but please be patient and you'll see (:]

2005-04-02T05:28:00.000-08:00

Friday, April 02, 2005

for i know, there is tomorrow ;
and i know, he holds my hand >

today school was really slack. ahh and they were so bombay. sobombay. urh.
haha actually volleyball is fun (: heh but too bad for the injuries and the pain. pro yumei was teaching us. i was raw beef and sarah was raw chicken. mehehe my hands are aching now. like bruise all over. but if not for the fact that vb is fun, i would have stopped playing right away.
not much homework. nthing to do. i'll either play more computer games or try and make a new blogskin.
there's competition tomorrow. wish me luck! eh hope i wont tire out for the last 100m and get at least like top3.

i can't stand it. so bimbo. yuck stopit stopit stopIT. f****. it's not a bad word though. stop trying to act cute lah. desperate. despising bimbos? you're one yourself.

2005-03-31T04:35:00.000-08:00

March, 31,2005

i'm tired of rumours starting
i'm sick of being followed.
i'm tired of people lying
saying what they want about me.

it's like the whole day, this song couldn't get off my mind. grrr. irritating.
had some training today. it was raining like heavier and heavier. than it stopped. then it rained again. so training was really light. i'm running again this sat and next sun. that means i wont be able to go for dare to play :(:(:( wehhh. geez hope i can run. god help me.
regarding someone's blog. she's not talking about people we know yumei. so.. hahaha. but. it's still so sickening. sickening. can't stand it. augh. the pot calling the kettle black. horrible.
actually rumours is a nice song. even though the lyrics are totally meaningless. that's lindsey lohan for you.
i'm suppose to be editing the science sia. but i prefer typing out this blog entry.
sorry.
it's been a long time since i last watched a movie. or swim. my idea of long is like three weeks. haha okay. i wanna swim kincheng! *grins*
so bombay. bleah.

2005-03-25T01:45:00.000-08:00

Friday, 25 March, 2005

i just went to cut my hair! now it's like really thin and i'm getting used to it compared to my old thicker and straight hair. haha spent like three hours just on the hair. i just saw ms sabrina dancing for the 'high on life' programme and i thought she danced pretty well :D ohyeah i saw my online progress report. it's better lah. comprared to last year :P must strive harder for next term. i can't believe i managed to pass my hmp performance. meg cabot's really good glad i read it.
me yumei and faith went to see, or ratherjust hear, the nygz at their concert playing. it was like, okay. not too bad. think the c.o's nicer :) way nicer. more. dynamic? like the guzheng one can sleeep. but it really was soothing. really. sorry zhenping! but it's still nice!
heh.

2005-03-23T03:59:00.000-08:00

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

planetshakers concert was so awesome. glad i went man. won't ever forgot. everybody jump around in the house of god. woohoo. (: there was this hmp performance thing during assembly. haha lucky lyd didn't come today so she didn't play. at least kincheng played nicee (: i wonder if i can play like that. i can't even remember why i joined hmp in the first place. sheesh.
playing india poker is cool. since you can cheat and all that. hmm dono what to write here. history test next tuesday. had hmp ytd. oh yeah we were chased out of the com lab by that incorigible guy. 'it's my word. the lab's closed now.' and we were out. i still haven't completed my sibelius assignment. ohman sibelius sucks to the core. yuck. wu sheng qiang failed my chi compo again. now i have to redo it again. but grace grace (= i will write it better.
there's dare on saturday. hope i don't miss it.
i'm gonna do my hair again on friday. and cut it.
okay gonna eat dinner and all. bye.

2005-03-17T23:13:00.000-08:00

March, 18, 2005

sunday's d day. feeling rather nervous now. jo! you must get well, alrite. so you can run. getwellsoon dear :)
i'm feeling satiated after typing out my history assignment. my eyes are like, getting smaller and smaller.
planetshakers concert. i managed to get tickets after running here and there. ahhh. saturday. can't wait.
justina
if you see this, then YEAH! i was from 1-3 love! heyhey long time no talk justinaaaa :D missed me? hahaha.. you rmb eastina? hehe.
holiday is passing too fast. it's already friday! and i havent been doing much except for my sch hw. and training. oh yeah! i learnt how to cook mee siam. it's quite fun actually. except the peeling onions part. you get all teary. and for once, i actually know how to operate the tv/vcd in the new car :D yeah we've got a new car. jealous or what? my brother came back from his golf holiday. and got his neck all sunburnt.
i want a haircut. cause my hair's getting very wild.
wild.

2005-03-14T22:10:00.000-08:00

Tuesday, 15 March, 2005

i'm feeling sicker and sicker by the moment at those two idiots.
obsession. how could this be happening?
will someone please tell me what's going on? and i'm not touching my holiday hw yet.

training. bleah.